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Post by ashleenahpage on Jun 23, 2007 23:18:21 GMT -5
it's a poem but it's kinda serious i think. you can move it if you want
What if you saw my arm one day
And all those bloody trails?
Will you be able to understand why
I cut when all else fails?
Would you tell me to stop the cutting
Because what I do is wrong?
Will you try to convince me again
That I'm really very strong?
Will you tell me otherwise
When I say "you won't understand"?
Answer me this question
Have you sat with a knife in your hand?
Have you even contemplated
Or thought about suicide?
Do you have any f u c k e d up emotions
That you always try to hide?
Have you ever lost best friends
Because of the blade of a f u c k i n g knife?
Are you stuck in deep depression
Always trying to end your life?
Do you have the scars I have
That decorate your wrist?
And if you try to smile
Do you smile with a twist?
How about all that precious blood
That's keeping you alive?
Do you shed it every night
Making it difficult to survive?
Have you ever stayed up late
While endless tears you cried?
Have you felt that horrible feeling
Like part of you just died?
Have you ever taken drugs
So the time will just pass by?
Have you found yourself to think
How perfect it'll be to die?
Have you attempted suicide so much
That you've already lost count?
Will even the tears you've ever cried
Add up to that amount?
If you try to help me out
Don't assume you know how I feel!
The truth is you can't mend my heart
And you can't make my cuts heal!
So just answer all these questions
Before you give me any advice!
Just think it over clearly
Think it over twice! |
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Post by The Big PINK One♥ on Jun 24, 2007 12:02:25 GMT -5
This is serious. Im glad that you posted it because cutting is a serious issue, especially in this day and age with young people feeling like they are carrying th weight of the world on their shoulders. Plus, nowadays young people are bringing on alot more responsibility amongst themselves so this is a great piece on making rational and ADULT decisions.
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Post by ashleenahpage on Jun 25, 2007 23:59:10 GMT -5
thankyou [[: and yeah it is. sadly i've experienced it too and it's not the greatest thing in the world.
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Post by The Big PINK One♥ on Jun 27, 2007 14:17:50 GMT -5
thankyou [[: and yeah it is. sadly i've experienced it too and it's not the greatest thing in the world. See I love it when members open up to some of their person life to us. Surely cutting isn't the greatest thing in the world. But what were you going to bring you to that point? What made you stop? *This is sounding like a great topic for the newsletter!!! |
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Post by ashleenahpage on Jun 30, 2007 19:13:23 GMT -5
thankyou [[: and yeah it is. sadly i've experienced it too and it's not the greatest thing in the world. See I love it when members open up to some of their person life to us. Surely cutting isn't the greatest thing in the world. But what were you going to bring you to that point? What made you stop? *This is sounding like a great topic for the newsletter!!! uhh what brung me to that point? well lots of stuff happened to me like my brother bullying me soo bad that i didnt wanna wake up and he was threatening to kill me and stuff and the other bits kinda hard to explain...i met this guy over the internet and his name was Ben. and he was trying to get me to committe suicide. but before it got too serious...i found out he wasnt real. like there was no one called Ben Blah...in the world...its kinda hard to explain. ** and then what made me stop? i met the most amazing guy ive ever met. hes my best friend. hes like so wonderful and i love him more then anything. and when he found out it hurt him soo much so i tried my hardest to stop just for him and with his support and help i did [[: **for me this Monday [2nd July] its going to be on a NZ show. and on the website this is what they wrote about it. |
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Post by ctg on Jun 30, 2007 20:25:44 GMT -5
i used to cut when i was 16,17,18. as i grew more independent of others and began to develop my passions and interests, all thoughts of cutting and suicide faded away. i began to LIVE because i was changing the way i related to the world. i went from a victim of the circumstance to a woman with passion and direction.
im so glad my teenage years are drawing to a close. im lightyears away from who i used to be.
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Post by ashleenahpage on Jul 4, 2007 18:05:34 GMT -5
i used to cut when i was 16,17,18. as i grew more independent of others and began to develop my passions and interests, all thoughts of cutting and suicide faded away. i began to LIVE because i was changing the way i related to the world. i went from a victim of the circumstance to a woman with passion and direction. im so glad my teenage years are drawing to a close. im lightyears away from who i used to be. i sometimes wish my teenage years would be over. but in other ways i never want them to be over lolz. im a weird little one lolz im just one wanting this depression of mine to go away and never come back!! its kinda destroying my life at the moment ]]: |
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Post by mzintoxicating on Sept 15, 2007 13:46:59 GMT -5
Wow. I have never cut my wrist. My life isn't that easy. And niether is anyone else's. I just don't think it's right to cut your wrist over garbage people like that. Anyone or anything that gets you that far, that close to suicide, is not worth it.
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Post by ashleenahpage on Jan 10, 2008 4:16:09 GMT -5
Wow. I have never cut my wrist. My life isn't that easy. And niether is anyone else's. I just don't think it's right to cut your wrist over garbage people like that. Anyone or anything that gets you that far, that close to suicide, is not worth it. it definately isn't worth it. but to me the self harm has become addicting. like everytime i get upselt over anything i think to myself wheres a knife or a blade or something to cut myself with but not all of the time i actually do it. but it's always there in my mind. i still do it sometimes but i'm trying to stop. i now don't have that best friend to help me through it but i'm trying to manage on my own. some people think you can just stop it with a blink of the eyes but for most people it's not that easy. i know and can admit self harm is stupid and it really ruins your life. |
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Post by darcy on Jan 19, 2008 4:27:57 GMT -5
It is really serious. It is really sad to see how other girls waste what they have like family and friends because they are depressed and decided to cut their wrists. I do have friends who share to me about their problems and their attempt to commit suicide. It is my responsibility, as a friend, to tell them and guide them that what they are about to do is so wrong and that life is worth to be treasured, whatever circumstance you are in.  |
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